Lactate

verb, secrete milk

Day 11 - a deceased person i wish i could talk to

Honestly, as much as I wish I could talk to you... I don't know what to say...

Part of me still hates you. So much.

Part of me wants to know why.

Part of me doesn't even care anymore.

Part of me just wants to forget about you...

Part of me really misses you.......................

I hope you're happy.

Wherever you are.

.♥.

L is for... it's the middle of the night, i want to blog not find a dictionary.

Hi.

I just want you to know that I think you're a two-faced, back-stabbing, lying, pathetic bitch. You don't know me and you don't know anything about my life.

Lacrosse

Noun. game like hockey, but with the ball carried in a long handed racquet.

If I could look like anyone else I would pick Alexis Bledel. She's so beautiful... ♥

L Is For..... I can't be bothered getting my dictionary :P

Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk To As Much As You Would Like To.

Hey babe...

So... Essentially year twelve just sucks arse. And I know you said you feel bad for not being there for me as much and not being around to talk to. And I would love to talk to you more. I really would.

But then at the same time... I need you to do your best. And you don't work well when we're talking. You get distracted, and then end up tired because you've stayed up til all hours finishing. And it's not fair on you.

I need you to do your work, to get the best grades you can, and for us to get out.

I miss you.

.♥.Leish...

Laconic 2

Naww. Also... You're so cute ^____________________^

Laconic

Adjective, terse, using few words.

Day 8 - My Favourite Internet Friend

Heyyyyya!

You amuse me. Although I know I've said this multiple times, and even in a few different languages I think. I'm really glad we met and then eventually started chatting, cos you're a great guy who I've really enjoyed getting to know a bit better.

You're so random which I enjoy. And idk. You've automatically become the first person I say hi to when i log in cos I just want to talk to you :)

You're awesome, and I'm not going to stop telling you that until you believe me.

.♥.Leish

PS. If I were a vampire, I'd hug you. :)

lacklustre

Adjective, dull.

Day 7 - My Ex-Boyfriend (Oh Lol!)

Hey Dude.

I don't think you even really qualify for this... But meh. You're the closest I've got unless people want to read about my thirteen year engagement that was mutually called off this year (Don't ask :P).

So here goes. I'm pree sure our little going out thing lasted all of about a week? Maybe two? Haha. In any case, not long at all. Oh year eight relationships.

In any case, I'm pretty sure you're awesome, and one of my best friends. And us breaking up was an awesome idea. If I remember correctly though, I think I have to thank you. Because whining about how you were ignoring me to Branden that entire week or two was part of what caused me and him to talk more. On top of that, I just really liked him. Ooops.

I'd apologise for that... But meh. You don't care, I don't care. Wow. That was a weird "relationship". I can't even call it that. Pretty sure that all it did was screw things up a little because I guess we aren't quite as close these days.

But I guess the most important part is that both of us are happy. Which we are. So that's pretty awesome ^_^

.♥. Leish

Lacking

Adjective, Absent or deficient.

Day 6 - A stranger.

I know now that your name is Bob, but I didn't until I scanned your coffee card and your name flashed up on the screen. Your name is Bob, and you were the highlight in my day.

You must be at least seventy. At first I was vaguely annoyed with you for coming to get your coffee during the five minutes of quiet we had for the day. But you chatted away, told me about your family and your plans for the day, asked me about school and just chatted while I made your coffee.

Then you paid and went to leave, but just before you did you turned around and said 'Thanks for the chat. You made my day.'

And that made my day. It was a hellish day. But those eight words cheered me up a little. Thank you Bob.

Leisha.

Lackey

Noun, servile follower, manservant.

Day 5 - My Dreams

Dear Dreams,

As you know, I do not sleep a lot. Well, I suppose you are part of the reason for that. I can rarely close my eyes and be confronted with anything other than those same images, playing over and over in my head, a constant stream of black and white before my eyes.

It's worse when there's colour. Never solid, just the occasional flash. Enough to tell me this dream will not end pleasantly. An instant warning that I will wake up with tears rolling down my cheeks and an enormous headache.

Except for the rare occasion when you're nice, and you let me be where i want, with the one I want. You don't do that often

I don't like you very much.

Sorry.

.♥. Leish

Lackadaisical

Adjective, unenthusiastic, listless.

Day 4 - My Sibling

Alright. I'm just going to say it.

I miss my sister.

There. I said it ok? I miss you and I wish you'd come home. 15 Days to go.

.♥. Leish

Lachrymose

Adjective, given to weeping; tearful.

Note to self:

Never kill a full grown man.

You aren't strong enough to carry him further than from the bedroom almost to the lounge room...

Lachrymal 2

Branden,

I don't think I said enough in my last post. I was a bit brain dead. Still am really...

Anyway... I wanted to tell you that I'm glad we can have conversations like the one we had tonight. I'm glad we can talk about our future without it being awkward, and without you running scared. I'm glad that for the most part we really seem to want the same things......

Also, last night was fun too :)

haha

I love you so much.

.♥.Leish

Lachrymal

adjective, of or for tears

Day 2 - My Crush

Well, I don't know how well this one applies to me. Since babe, you're definitely more than my crush. But I have no idea what to tell you... So instead, I'm going to give you some general tips and shit about me... Might come in handy later on. :P

If I say to you 'Get out of my kitchen.' Get. Seriously. Sometimes I'm more than happy to have people in the kitchen when I'm cooking, sometimes there is nothing worse. So if I tell you to get out, seriously do it. One of my biggest pet peeves is having people standing over my shoulder or in my way when I'm cooking or cleaning.

I hate drying dishes. I mean... I'll do it. But I hate it. So I totally dibs washing :P

Uhm... This is harder than I thought... I think you know everything else.

Anyway...

Love you, miss you, need you, want you...

.♥.Leish

lacewing

noun, insect with lace wings whose larvae feed on aphids.

Day 1 - My best friend.

So, I've been trying to think about this post... And think of all of the people I could write to.

Truth be told, there are many who I feel fit under this category, and many who could fit into others also. So I don't really know who I should be direction this letter to.

So I suppose I'd like to talk to her. I've had a great time these past few days, seeing you and hanging out. It's been so much fun to just do stuff together and chill out like nothing matters. I'm really glad that we're here this holidays, that both of us are still at home. Because the time I've spent with you has been just what I've needed. And I hope that it's been fun for you too.

I'm looking forward to the next week and a bit of hanging out. Because it has seriously been so much fun and you've done so much to cheer me up, and I hope the same goes for you.

I love you so much, and you're so beautiful and kind and lovely.

Oh, and PS, those boots are gorgeous ^_^

.♥.Leish

lacerate

verb, mangle or tear.

Starting tomorrow this blog will consist of a month worth of letters to various people and things. It's a Tumblr thing technically, but I don't use tumblr for blogging. I use blogger for blogging. So it will be here. Lol.

In other news...

D':

If you want to join me in the 30 Day Letter Challenge, the list of letters to write is below.

day 1 — your best friend

day 2 — your crush

day 3 — your parents

day 4 — your sibling (or closest relative)

day 5 — your dreams

day 6 — a stranger

day 7 — your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

day8 — your favorite internet friend

day 9 — someone you wish you could meet

day 10 — someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

day 11 — a deceased person you wish you could talk to

day 12 — the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

day 13 — someone you wish could forgive you

day 14 — someone you’ve drifted away from

day 15 — the person you miss the most

day 16 — someone that’s not in your state/country

day 17 — someone from your childhood

day 18 — the person that you wish you could be

day 19 — someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

day 20 — the one that broke your heart the hardest

day 21 — someone you judged by their first impression

day 22 — someone you want to give a second chance to

day 23 — the last person you kissed

day 24 — the person that gave you your favorite memory

day 25 — the person you know that is going through the worst of times

day 26 — the last person you made a pinky promise to

day 27 — the friendliest person you knew for only one day

day 28 — someone that changed your life

day 29 — the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

day 30 — your reflection in the mirror

.♥.Leish

Lace.

noun, fine open fabric or trimming made by weaving thread in patterns.

I want to tell you that you're basically one of the best friends I've ever had.

And your friendship means so much to me that I can't even explain it.

I'm looking forward to spending some time together this holidays.

I love you.

Always.

Forever.

No matter what happens, your best friends are always there for you.